Will the dreams come true one day?
sometimes i dream of something peaceful. something, maybe a place where nobody can violate my laws, my freedom, my thoughts, my feelings. sometimes i dream of something soft not a cat or a dog, something soft, which can do me no harm and is pleasant to talk with. i want to tell you a story written by myself. actually it is not a true story and you may ignore it but it will tell you all that i feel right now.
one cloudy day a little boy was born in a respectful family. his family was very worried of him because he was born with an incurable heart trouble. as the boy was ill he was kept in good conditions. the boy never knew what hate was, the boy was honest and lived his life behind the walls of his house.
one day his parents decided to let him go out as he was old enough. the boy went out he saw a flower in a field, that he liked very much. he tried to touch the flower and to smell it. it was a rose. though the boy didn't even want to cut it, his hand was hurt. this was the first time the boy felt a pain. the boy walked away thinking of the flower than he saw a familiar thing. the flower was now in the hands of an old man. he was selling it. the boy didn't know what money was. so he couldn't even touch the flower as he was immediately taken away. he was put into prison for stealing flowers from an old blind man. the boy couldn't understand what was going on. his parents came and took him back home.
years passed. it was time for the boy to go to school. the doors opened he saw ugly, cruel faces. only one thing attracted him in that old building. there was a smile among all these stupid faces which made him follow it. the owner of the smile was a girl of his age. he felt something strange going on with his brain. he couldn't think. he stopped breathing. he felt like being cured. the girl went in a classroom and the door was closed. the boy tried to open it but he was stopped by his principal. was it love at first sight? nobody knows but some months passed. the girl got acquainted to him herself. after knowing her better he couldn't live without her anymore...
one day the boy decided to go to her house and give her a bunch of violets ( violets because roses hurt his hands once he didn't want to do his love any harm ). he went to the girl's place. he knocked at the door. the girl opened the door. at first she didn't want to let him in as she was not alone but then she let him enter though her boyfriend was also inside. those beautiful eyes were eager to see two boys burning with anger and love at the same time. he gave her the flowers. he was trying to understand his own feelings and told her "I love you"... the girl was a little confused whom to choose, but she was not at all mad to leave her wealthy boyfriend for this stupid romantic childish boy, so she answered. "We can't be together". "But why?" said the boy in surprise. The girl didn't answer her boyfriend answered for her. The answer was unexpected. Suddenly a gun shot was heard...
p.s. the boy was hurt into the heart and he felt the same pain again... his heart trouble... no not the first one... his heart trouble was his kindness and our modern humanity. 
a sudden answer.
