what r u thankful for?

[homicideyoyotte]

it's thanxgiving., holiday to look back and figure out what are we really thankful for in this crazy life,
i hope it's not gonna be like a speech of an actress who just got an Oscar, qicha mnum tatiki motik @nkeruhun el shnorhakalutyun haytnen, but anyways, here's my list.

THanks TO ,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.

-this past summer , that was the best 2 months i have ever spent in my entire life.,
-everybody that i met and made friends with, im mot nenc tpavorutyuner vor iranc sagh kyanqs gitem
-en orvan vor gnacel einq kaskadi vishkan u sar@ liq@ parz er ervum
- en orvan vor gnacel einq sevan u es el enqan ei uraxacel vorovhetev erkar chei tesel u yerevi mi erku jam apov eskom enkom ei vazum
-en orvan vor gnacel einq aghveran u es el araji angam dzi nsteci dziu annunel kaytsaker

- my brother, vor indz hetsaniv qshel u nardi xaghal er sovoracnum u hima el vor zangum em misht abarancu masin anekdota patmum
- jrocii or@ vor esim vorteghic mi hazar mard haytnvecin jrecin heto mi hat tgha ekav( es arden sagh jur em ) asuma anund asa chem jri,.lol
-en patahakanutyan@ vor henc yerevani im amenasirats shenqum aoksum eghav im araji cucahandes@
- u en patahakanuyan@ vor henc et shenqum rock show eghav en jamank erb vor der im cucahandesner
- rock clubi orin, vor kotayk xmnel@ legal er u nobody was yelling at you for underage drinking

- Dustinin who helped me realize that it's ok that i dont have the perfect nose
- that i figured out what a dumb and unpredictable and wierd and creepy and pretty thing love is
-en orvban vor zeytuni hamergi gnaluc mi 10 hogov sxal marshrutka nstecinq u heto el hamergic heto es u xabar@ qaylelov ijanq manument u romashkan nstecinq
- hasikin mk in chuchooin u vx in vor indz misht pitachok ein asum
-en orerin vor hraparakov ancnelis tsitsaghalu er karmir marminnerov banvorneri tesnel xachapuri uteluc

-DJin u komitasi ardzannerin u vor liQ@ kayfer iranc mot havaqvel u xosal u guitar nvagel u yum yumi sar@ chay@ xmel ( chnayats et yumi mardiq tenc el chhaskacan vor es chem sirum bajakis kesic pesok lcrats ,. ha inch anenq vor pesoki aman@ zargacatsa u gtalov chi ashxatum>: )
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-im katvin vor misht im mot er qnum
- im shan meggiein vor erb vor gnum einq "vazelu" mez qashum er
-ruben haxverdyanin ira "poetner@ u shner@" ergi hamar
- green dayin u iranc" time of your life "yergi hamar
-xabarin for being always with me
-verji orin vor sev qarkapnerov fenchkas bacvec,.,.

i hope best summers are not one of those "once in a lifetime things"







now let's see what you got

[Dorothy]

That's really funny... I think your posting took me back to my childhood for a while Thank you

[homicideyoyotte]

Originally posted by Dorothy
That's really funny... I think your posting took me back to my childhood for a while Thank you

no problem,,. hmm.,,. but looks like nobody is thankful for anything.

anyhting>?
well that might **** , hm

[Arwen]

It's interesting and strange....I"m listening to Haxverdyan now....

well..thanks to...
the snow...
my yellow bear...
last summer....fro I've had several magic days...and nights...
for the bear and jin and tonic I"ve had at 22 of august...for I"ve met Jersey
for the magic night at the office...
To Jaguar for the cookies at his place....and the book...
to "du es im miak sery" and "mer siro ashuny"...
to mk for the "jiletka"...
to the truffles...
to the 28 of august...
to z0mbie for The Cranberries ............................
to my F.O.K.-s
[ to you for you've posted this topic...]

to him for he exists...

etc.

[кукарямба]

homicideyoyotte
Thank you for everything!!!!!!

[analyst]

Боже, еже си на небеси, спасибо тебе за ентот миг, что можно наконец то спокойно сесть и отдохнуть.....

Аминь

[Comandante]

And I am thankful for everything with no exceptions. That might sound weird but I don't care.

[Helen]

That's not weird, I'm thankful for everything too. For each difficulty and each happy moment.

For everyone who loved me and everyone who caused me pain! Because they made me wiser and kinder person , really

[кукарямба]

How about getting off of these antibiotics
How about stopping eating when I'm filled up
How about them transparent dangling carrots
How about that ever elusive kudo

Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence

How about me not blaming you for everything
How about me enjoying the moment for once
How about how good it feels to finally forgive you
How about grieving it all one at a time

Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence

The moment I let go of it was
The moment I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it was
The moment I touched down

How about no longer being masochistic
How about remembering your divinity
How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How about not equating death with stopping

Thank you India
Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you thank you silence



Pitachok,remember this?

[homicideyoyotte]

hasik,.,.,.,. chmok,./.,
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sure i remember, how could i forget,.,, that summer is all in those songs,.,all of them,., .


you and I we're like 4 year olds we want to know why and how come about everything
we want to reveal ourselves at will and speak our minds and never talk small and be intuitive
and question mightily and find god my tortured beacon
we need to find like-minded companions



are you still mad that I threw in the towel?
are you still mad that I gave up long before you did?



how can you just throw words around like grieve and heal and mourn
I feel fine we may not have been born as awake as you were


we went from school to a job to a wife to instant parenthood

i'm broke but i'm happy, i'm poor but i'm kind

I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken****
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby


i've walked sometimes confused sometimes ready to crack open wide
sometimes indignant sometimes raw
can you imagine I pay him 75 dollars an hour sometimes
it feels like highway robbery
and sometimes it's peanuts
I wish it could last a couple more hours

I would starve myself and still it would not come

you've been nothing
but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive
and nurturing and consummately there for me I kept drawing you in
and pushing you away I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep
on your couch and cry in front of you for the first time you
were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself what
was wrong with me

did you just call her amazing?
surely we both can't be amazing!


I can't love you because we're supposed to have professional boundaries

I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
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hmm,. amar@ karoteci ,.,.., kayf er che hasik>??

[homicideyoyotte]

Originally posted by Helen
That's not weird, I'm also thankful for everything too. For each difficulty and each happy moment.

For everyone who loved me and everyone who caused me pain! Because they made me wiser and kinder person , really

what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger,, right?

[Andromeda]

this summer was great... Luska, Hasik

thanks everybody for everything : )

[homicideyoyotte]

Originally posted by Andromeda
this summer was great... Luska, Hasik

thanks everybody for everything : )

it sure was,,. and btw there is this one thing that i most like to say

enjoy little things for one day you might look back and discover they were the BIG things,,.